Rockin' The Rainbow: Almost 2am...So Tired That I Can't Sleep
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Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Almost 2am...So Tired That I Can't Sleep



The g/f called to go over this fiasco for probably about the 100th time today. I think I have convinced her that this is nothing to quit a job over. She seemed better when we got off the phone but I suppose we will see what today brings.

I passed out at 9:15pm from all the drama of the day and now look at the time...yes just about 2am and I am wide awake. I think this whole thing has made me take a step back and look at my relationship and whether or not I am with a person that is stable and if this is how I want to live my life. I think when she comes home for Thanksgiving we are in for a very long talk. I don't want to quit my job in the spring to move up there just to have something else go wrong and I am off moving again to God knows where. Am I being unreasonable?????

I hope I can go back to sleep...

1 comment:

Amber said...

You know there is nothing I could or would say that you don't already know. You have done and moved and done and moved for her. It's time to put your foot down. I would love to go to Montana. But I don't see it being your type of place. So stressful. I wonder what it is about her that makes her so unhappy that she feels like she can't settle in one place. Sooner or later no one will hire her because they know she will not stay.